Hope. When all evidence points to the contrary there is a brief glimmer of hope. The danger in hopeing is that when that thing that you hoped for leaves, you end up more alone than before. Is it worth it to hope for something more? or is there enough beauty in contentment that we should save ourselves the pain and become pessimists. And then the moments happen. The ones that caused you to hope in the first place.
This week a little baby kitten was found outside of El Jordan. He fit in my palm and didn't yet have his eyes oppened. We named him stanley. I took him on as my own and he grew strong. He was about to open his eyes when he stopped breathing. I held him in my hand as he died. It was such a shock, we all thought he would make it. Then this morning after we buried him heidi and corina decided to buy me a new and healthy kitten. So we went to the market where I was told to pick out a new one. His name is zeek. He's very cute.